I like that bit about optimizing for not going bankrupt vs. windfall

Idk you hear these phrases all the time excelsior, shoot for the stars land in the moon, etc... gotta actually apply it

Tangent about drugs I wish I felt like I did when on the snow all the time damn, what a great mindset like anything is possible, same with adhd meds but I can see how it would be bad too not having fear/self doubt eg. "I'm gonna jump off this building and land over there", over confidence

Oh this was about 10 yrs ago I was partaking I'm not in that env anymore where I can easily source stuff, now it's just alochol