This is a throwaway so I can be dumb and learn stuff

Career/partial life bio

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Oct 2025

Damn I am fortunate. I'm sitting here watching YouTube at work getting paid $400 a day lmao. Which is not astronomical money but yeah.

Damn I might be a Gabe from SV lol. I acknowledge where I am mentally that is mid but it's enough to get by.

I have this bad mindset where I panic/feel like I can't do it. Failing... but then I do it and you get this nice feeling. I DUDDITZ!

One problem I have is my terrible sleep pattern. Right now I'm awake and can't sleep. I also can't find interest to watch something or read. Even scrolling memes is boring can you believe that. So I'm just sitting here, on, till I pass out like 2 hrs before I have to wake up. On the flip side I can also sleep for 16hrs straight. This is why I want freedom. No job. Or a job without a schedule anyway.

Previous mental samples

https://pastebin.com/XR3bbNiJ (Oct 2025) -$80K https://pastebin.com/TWXHkyFZ (Aug 2025 - Sep 2025) -$80K https://pastebin.com/y0R0JWBz (Jun 2025 - Jul 2025) -$80K https://pastebin.com/k2hqR8uN (Mar 2025 - Jun 2025) -$80K https://pastebin.com/5xCTbGsu (2023 - Mar 2025) -$80K (Net W)