Sorry to hear about everything you've been so far. Things have been rough for me as well lately. The only thing that keeps me from falling into nihilism and despair is God.
Thanks and I hope things get better for you. I wish I believed in a god/gods, but I’m just not wired that way as much as I wish I could. The community that believing opens you up to is a great part of it
Sorry to hear about everything you've been so far. Things have been rough for me as well lately. The only thing that keeps me from falling into nihilism and despair is God.
I hope you find peace.