You should not. Platonism is the only defensible mathematical philosophical position.

That doesn't make platonism a "half-assed academic hack", though (which was the original claim I was questioning).

I fully agree. Platonism isn't a hack, it is the only philosophy of math that makes sense to me. Something is either true, or it isn't. There is no third case. This is because mathematical objects are real, not just something our minds make up. To quote Arnold: Mathematics is the part of physics where experiments are cheap.

That said, I don't have a problem with intuitionistic logic, but I think about it as a platonist, for example via Kripke models. I also don't have a problem thinking about it in terms of a certain restricted class of proofs, that people call constructive proofs.