I'm so sorry that you and others in the comments weren't able to do it. I was undeservedly lucky that he lived long enough, healthy enough and that he partly recovered thanks to blood transfusions. Even then, I (and he) wasted years and haven't had many adult conversations with him and I'll miss those too.
> I (and he) wasted years and haven't had many adult conversations with him and I'll miss those too.
Yeah, I just feel so foolish for not taking better advantage of the time we did have, both for my sake and his. Obviously we can't change things now, but sometimes it's really hard to come to terms with these kinds of regrets.
