What "P-word"; productivity? Oh, now I see: Porn?

You say that as if (you're trying to convince yourself) it weren't something usual.

it may be usual for you, sadly, but it is not objectively usual--in an objectively neutral world, innocence reigns.

Language changes. "Porn" used to mean sexual titillation only; now it's increasingly coming to mean just titillation of any kind. (As, IIRC, mentioned in TFA. Now go swoon over the expansion of the letter F there.)