Sounds like you are really good at coding and designing software!
But sadly, as you are finding, that this does not imply being good at "life".
Reading between the lines of your post, there might be a very deep rooted assumption that being amazingly well at something in life, would automatically lead to being good at life itself.
Chemically speaking "life" is just the ability to handle the naturally generated body chemistry well and cultivating it.
Remember that time you were so incredibly in love? How Happy and fulfilled you were?
Now, you did't take substances for that right?
Just by accident you found some signal-patterns though your optical nerve, ears, smell and touch that allowed you to release all kinds of fancy chemicals into your bloodstream.
YOU FELT GREAT!
But now?
You are good at code, but that does not keep your body-chemistry high enough that you feel like flying.
Ofc I know you feel it a little when you find a very nice solution, or when you finally fix that one thing that bothered your whole team for a week and so on...
But it is not enough or you wouldn't have made that post.
Now what if I told you, that people have found ways and means to cultivate and "train" those glands that make you feel high and ecstatic?
We all know that diet and workout (and what people call a "healtyh" lifestyle) is exactly that. Enhancing the quality of your body chemistry.
But is goes much further than that. Sadly these techniques have always been in the mystical and esoteric landscape which fu*ked it all up so badly.
But still the techniques work, I can confess that myself and science is also getting there more and more.
If such shit interests you at all, I recommend that you go straight to the secret techniques of the ancient yogis from high up in the Himalaya mountains. Get the real stuff and not that washed down, new-agy nonsense!
I could recommend a few resources, but I trust you will also find some.
Reading between the lines of your post, there might be a very deep rooted assumption that being amazingly well at something in life, would automatically lead to being good at life itself.
Chemically speaking "life" is just the ability to handle the naturally generated body chemistry well and cultivating it.
Remember that time you were so incredibly in love? How Happy and fulfilled you were?
Now, you did't take substances for that right? Just by accident you found some signal-patterns though your optical nerve, ears, smell and touch that allowed you to release all kinds of fancy chemicals into your bloodstream.
YOU FELT GREAT!
But now?
You are good at code, but that does not keep your body-chemistry high enough that you feel like flying. Ofc I know you feel it a little when you find a very nice solution, or when you finally fix that one thing that bothered your whole team for a week and so on...
But it is not enough or you wouldn't have made that post.
Now what if I told you, that people have found ways and means to cultivate and "train" those glands that make you feel high and ecstatic? We all know that diet and workout (and what people call a "healtyh" lifestyle) is exactly that. Enhancing the quality of your body chemistry. But is goes much further than that. Sadly these techniques have always been in the mystical and esoteric landscape which fu*ked it all up so badly.
But still the techniques work, I can confess that myself and science is also getting there more and more.
If such shit interests you at all, I recommend that you go straight to the secret techniques of the ancient yogis from high up in the Himalaya mountains. Get the real stuff and not that washed down, new-agy nonsense! I could recommend a few resources, but I trust you will also find some.
I wish you all the very best <3