From my experience the goal posts constantly move, the insatiable desire for more never ends.
Self acceptance of where you are in your stage of life will be key to letting go and relinquishing the suffering that goes hand in hand with our ego identity and attachments to success.
What you are experiencing is a normal stage of life that we all inevitably must face.
This is a beautiful stage of life, even if society tells you otherwise. You begin to reconcile aspects of your being and start seeing things for what they really are.
My existential pangs are eased by spiritual books and teachers. I recommend you find some foundation of spirituality to help through these times. My favourite teacher is the late Ram Dass (Richard Alpert) who has his works available on the Be Here Now Network podcasts, Alan Watts also.
What you are experiencing is a normal stage of life that we all inevitably must face.
This is a beautiful stage of life, even if society tells you otherwise. You begin to reconcile aspects of your being and start seeing things for what they really are.
My existential pangs are eased by spiritual books and teachers. I recommend you find some foundation of spirituality to help through these times. My favourite teacher is the late Ram Dass (Richard Alpert) who has his works available on the Be Here Now Network podcasts, Alan Watts also.
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