You're not alone. The Math symbols are easy once you learn them (at least the subset I know), but it was challenging getting there.
My field has a lot of dense math that makes the pyramids look simple (ok I exaggerate, but there is a lot going on). The only way I've been able to really grok it is by writing software to do it. Now that I know what's going on, the math notation is useful in that it explains the problem in a succint way. I think Calculus via Python with nothing but the stdlib and Matplotlib would be a better way for me to learn to be honest.
My field has a lot of dense math that makes the pyramids look simple (ok I exaggerate, but there is a lot going on). The only way I've been able to really grok it is by writing software to do it. Now that I know what's going on, the math notation is useful in that it explains the problem in a succint way. I think Calculus via Python with nothing but the stdlib and Matplotlib would be a better way for me to learn to be honest.