Yeah, I mean you're absolutely right. I'm in an incredible position, and yet, it still feels unfair. I'm 90% sure that it's just that I'm petty and greedy.
And yet, like, at the end of the day the engine that drives the economy forward -- and humanity forward -- isn't cash. It's individual human beings sitting down and putting in the hard work in creating something new and nurturing it for years.
It feels like our economy gives most of the rewards to the people who put in money, and not enough to the people who put in the actual hard work. Even here, where things are amazing for employees.
Why? Because the founders gave you 1.8% pre-dillution equity, vesting over 8 years, and told you that's "very generous"?
You're an engineer in a market where engineers are in high demand and short supply. Being one of 3 engineers developing a product and getting just 1.8% of the equity - coupled with high demands and (I would bet) under-market pay isn't such a great deal.
You're shouldering quite a bit of risk spending your best working years in a place that likely will never be able to promote or pay you fairly. Your potential reward for that is very limited.
Yet after all this time, you still think you're getting an "incredible" deal...
He basically agreed with your skepticism in his first comment, but he also believes that his situation is comparatively very fortunate, when looking at many other people in this country.
Both things can be true - your comment is comparing up, as he did in his first comment, while his second comment compares down.
I can understand the feeling. In certain cases--like compensation--the economy trends towards inefficiency due to an imbalance of power between capital and labor.
However overall, the economy is a mechanism for rewarding risk, not hours spent in front of a keyboard. "Hard work" in general is a meaningless concept. What drives humanity forward is risk taking.
The system is designed to encourage holders of capital to risk losing it for the potential reward of even greater wealth. Without incentives for owners of capital to take risk, our society and technology doesn't progress.
And yet, like, at the end of the day the engine that drives the economy forward -- and humanity forward -- isn't cash. It's individual human beings sitting down and putting in the hard work in creating something new and nurturing it for years.
It feels like our economy gives most of the rewards to the people who put in money, and not enough to the people who put in the actual hard work. Even here, where things are amazing for employees.