Try going through this list to see if anything clicks with you

I agree on all points. In Delphi designers and properties felt more logical and consistent.

For me, WinForms always had an element of struggle not present in Delphi

I would expect doctors to check your retina too. It doesn't sound right. There are incurable diagnoses, but there should be one.

I'm glad you shared it. It has been a month of trying ortho split keyboard for me and I feel that the layout should not be THAT different.

It feels like morse/Huffman encoded keyboard sometimes. Yes, you can, but why lose years of muscle memory?

You fixed my main pain points - punctuation and cyrillic layout as well.

Best regards!